Wednesday, April 02, 2008

The Blogger Humbled

The thing about blogging, since we are on the subject, is that it's humbling. In the decades in which I was a journalist without a blog, I, like most hacks, idly regarded readers as an occasional inconvenience. Responses to the snail mails were hurriedly sent, a chore and no more. (Once I realised I had sent the same reply to the same reader at least seven times. He kept writing and I kept responding - 'Thank you for your fascinating letter..' - without ever noticing that he was not many men but one.) The blog changed all that. The comments on this blog are, on average, better written, funnier and often better informed than anything in any newspaper or magazine. And, perhaps because the commenters are a  self-selected bunch, they also seem to know me better than I thought I could be known by mere readers - Elberry, in particular, seems to have an access all areas pass to my psyche. This is, as I say, humbling because it gives me repeated Gray's Elegy moments - 'Full many a flower is born to blush unseen' - and it draws my attention to the perhaps obvious truth that the best people are not necessarily those granted access to the luxuries of public expression and status. In part, these thoughts are inspired by the reactions to my post of yesterday, but also I was struck by 'Richard Madeley's' post about his friend whose novel is not now being published. People burn to write and, in the case of Richard's friend, they believe that making people smile is 'a moral way of living'. They are right to burn and right to believe. The gifted people who use this blog to show what Auden called an 'affirming flame' are the reason I continue and why Nige has joined me with such brilliance and enthusiasm. Okay, that's done, back to cheap laughs and futile metaphysical head clutching.

7 comments:

  1. Phew. Glad that's over. It was a bit like a favourite comedy entertainer having a "Now, but seriously" moment. The one were you have to put on your concerned, sympathetic and understanding face.

    Still, thanks for the flattery. I am vain enough, or arrogant enough, to include myself in the praise you shower on your audience.

    And, cliched though it might be, I love Gray's Elegy: Rude forefathers and all.

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  2. 'Elberry,in particular, seems to have an access all areas pass to my psyche.' Oh dear. Appleyard as the next Travis Bickle. elberry's own blog is first class. I introduced my 14 year old to it last night, simultaneously coughing as I scrolled way past the nudes.

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  3. Phew indeeed - I can resume my dogmatic slumbers. Was thinking I might have to tackle the story memorably headlined in today's Metro 'UK Human-Cow Clone Created'. Lovely image...

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  4. People have accused me of being you, Bryan; they say i am Dark Bryan...i prefer to think that having read 3 of your books, many of your articles, and all of your blog, as well of course as watching you through field glasses most of the day (and sometimes at night though i then have to use passive night vision goggles), going through your bins, and sometimes assuming disguises and approaching you on the street, oh, also i sometimes break into your house and drink your Calvados...

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  5. Elberry, are you blushing?

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  6. It's hard to say, Susan: my face was bitten off by a crocodile 10 years ago.

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  7. Big deal, so he knows your psyche! Everybody knows your psyche, Bryan. You're an open book. I just think it's rude and showy to point out such things.

    Now your alter ego "Nige" shows that you are deeply divided within yourself. Nige seems to express your deep-thinking, introspective side, while "Bryan" is your ironically detatched surface facade. Perhaps it is some childhood humiliation which caused you to hide your deeply philosophical side behind the hip, "what, me worry?" front that is your public persona.

    And this obsessive fear of large birds points to your deeply repressed insecurities about your masculinity and competence as a writer. "Hack" indeed! You throw the word out there nonchalantly, as if to say "what, me give a rip about reputation?", but we all know how deeply that word stings your soul.

    But now that that's out of the way, please, lets get back to the regularly scheduled programming.

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